December is here, now what?

It suddenly feels weird. You know..This. Me, writing, here, again. It's been awhile. And I honestly think I had lost it. The capability to write. I mean I honestly thought that I'd never write on public ever again. Guess you can never kick an old habit that easily huh? So college. Wow. Fast huh. Thought so too. Anyway, I'm going to write every now and then so prepare to be bored. xo

Notetoself: Remember that everyone you meet is afraid of something. And if you think you're a coward, maybe it's time to be different than the others, fly free, and just take the damn risk. At the end of the day, we'd never know unless we give it a shot.

My train of thoughts.

Have you ever felt like you're nothing? Completely nothing. Empty. And not the kind of nothing that you are now. An even lower. More pathetic nothing.

Sure. We all have those days where we just wanna stay in bed read a good book or even better blubbering over movies like The Notebook or Never Been Kissed.

But what sickens me is girls acting like they're so low, usually their definition of happiness involve a 'guy'. Always. I mean why do they have to be like that? Who set this sick kind of Mindset? Who? I mean why can't girls just pick themselves up and make themselves happy? Why do we need a guy to do that for us? This is some kind of utter bullshit because we have like 10000 reasons to be happy. So why can't girls stop acting so dramatic and unhappy just because they don't have that someone special. Try to be more realistic. Life's not about a guy and a girl and they fall in love, the end. No, there's more than that. Just a thought.

A person's a person, no matter how small - Dr. Seuss

As free as a bird

Life seems so frustrating slow lately. But sometimes when you really want it to be, it doesn't. Funny isn't it?

School's over, Hello reality. Real people. The real deal. Saying that is actually scares me a lil'.

So past a few months back. I felt a little heavy on my shoulders. So, I had to let it out. Thankfully, that weight has now been lifted off, And I've never felt lighter. I did love it once upon a time, in some ways, I still do. But yeah, A girl gotta do what a girl gotta do. As they all say, Life must go on and this is really just the beginning of it.

I'm turning 18 tomorrow! Oh my god. I've never been so excited.

Aww' I just received em' this morning, Sweet.